OHYUNG, “You Are Always On My Mind” (NNA Tapes, 2025)
This is not my first exposure to this shapeshifting project from Brooklyn-based film composer Lia Ouyang Rusli, but it may as well be, as this inspired outsider pop album bears little resemblance to the understated ambiance of 2022’s imagine naked! or its more noise-damaged and hip-hop-inspired predecessors. OHYUNG envisioned the album’s overarching theme as “my trans self and my former self in conversation, from both perspectives,” but the stylistic direction is also steered quite a bit by her deep fondness for inventively repurposing “generic string loops” found in online sample packs, which instills many of these songs with a sense of wide-eyed classic pop wonder. Curiously unmentioned, however, is an equal fondness for big, stomping drum machine beats that sound lovingly inspired by Janet Jackson’s “Nasty” era. That alone is a winning combination, but OHYUNG further ices that cake with quite a few great hooks as well.
The piece that best exemplifies OHYUNG’s newly revealed pop genius is “i swear that i could die rn,” which combines a muscular drum machine stomp with a cool seesawing synth motif and a bittersweetly beautiful vocal melody. Despite its ostensibly dark title, it is a wonderfully poignant and sweet pop song, which makes sense as the piece was inspired by warm memories of past raves and the “feeling that I could die at this moment and be happy.” I was also delighted by the recurring inscrutable vocal sample and the seamless way that the choruses become warmer and more harmonically rich.
Notably, there is a similarly stellar epilogue near the end of the album, as “years ago,” as big, booming drums and a swooningly lovely string loop provide the backdrop for moving lyrical nods to earlier moments in both the album and Lia’s own life (her previous self being “always on her mind,” of course). Elsewhere, I was similarly impressed with the lush and dreamy “dancing on the soft knife,” which could pass for an unusually wild and great Seefeel remix if the spoken word vocals were excised. “No Good” is yet another favorite, as a big driving beat propels another great vocal hook that is beautifully enhanced with layered strings and cool synth flourishes.
The remainder of the album is a bit more eclectic, but OHYUNG’s inspiration remains quite strong throughout her various stylistic detours. For example, “5 strings {lake}” features some guest verses from rapper j. fisher over skittering drums and a lush ascending string motif that favorably calls to mind Gang Star’s iconic “Moment of Truth.” Elsewhere, the opening “you are always on my mind” has more of a muscular and driving rock groove, but the timing of the string loops gives it a wonderfully swirling, delirious, and off-kilter feel (and the twinkling piano crescendo is quite nice as well).
There is also an autotuned nod to contemporary R&B ( “im holding close the memory fades”) and an autotuned lovesick reverie (“id rather be a ghost by your side than enter heaven without you”) as well as a few pleasant but insubstantial interludes. None of them quite recapture the magic of the album’s highlights, but most of them feature a strong enough idea at their heart to justify their inclusion (like the squiggly synth motif in the closing “im coming towards you”).
That said, the overall arc of the album is quite an effective one and there are always enough weird touches in the periphery to ensure that this is an immersive headphone album from start to finish. Unsurprisingly, I would have been perfectly happy with some good immersive headphone psychedelia, but that aspect pales in comparison to the soul, poetry, and melodicism of OHYUNG’s autobiographical songcraft. Unsurprisingly, I have already seen this album hailed as one of the year’s finest and I agree wholeheartedly, but it is also a massive creative leap forward for OHYUNG in general.
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